The Icarus Account - The Fight

This is not a love song, I just miss you
And I'm not sad anymore, just reminiscing
It's been three whole years since we last spoke
When I was drunk at that whiskey bar in Pittsburg
I don't remember much of what we fought about
Only stumbling off to my hotel alone

And oh, my darling, where'd you go?
Thought the storm would pass us soon
But love's a fight and you took flight
Said I'm not worth the fight anymore
So tell me what was I still fighting for?

I thought I saw you at the airport
Outside the restroom, LAX, gate 24
But would you still recognise my face?
I haven't cut my hair in years, I haven't shaved for days
The truth is I've been a reckless mess
I never did know who I was ever since you left

And oh, my darling, where'd you go?
Thought the storm would pass us soon
But love's a fight and you took flight
Said I'm not worth the fight anymore
So tell me what was I still fighting for?

I heard you're heading for the West Coast
Chasing someone else you miss most
While I'm a ghost
For my curiosity
Could you explain what's wrong with me
And why you had to leave?

And oh, my darling, where'd you go?
Thought the storm would pass us soon
But love's a fight and you took flight
Said I'm not worth the fight anymore

And oh, my darling, where'd you go?
Thought the storm would pass us soon
But love's a fight and you took flight
Said I'm not worth the fight anymore
So tell me what was I still fighting for?

This is not a love song, I don't even miss you
I just get sad when I'm reminiscing